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I only asked for one card,

but the deck spit two at me instead.

Still stuck together

yet aware of the pair,

I peeled them apart and

turned them over in the air -

King of Pentacles, Queen of Swords.

Seems to be a love reading, I’m sure.

Ok Spirit, I’m listening.

Tell me more about this King.

Is it anyone I’ve known before?

Judgment came out.

Fuck– that’s Chris’s card.

It appeared constantly after we met, illuminating discontent

from the way we see

to the things we said;

misguided identities

and mistaken intents.

With disguises as shields,

masks to armor the heart,

our only agreement was in our apart

and refusal to view

each other clearly.

I haven’t drawn this one

in several months, nearly.

He’s not coming back is he?

5 of Cups, 5 of Wands, 3 of Wands ..

Grief, stress, and an unfolding journey..

but to where?

Into the corners of his psyche,

the depths of his despair?

Now onto me, the scorn winter Queen. Wielding the sword of truth

in the waistband of her jeans.

Isolation over inauthenticity,

death over deceit.

10 of Cups, 10 of Swords,

the High Priestess lying beneath.

Fulfillment, intuition, demise by way of belief

It’s over now–

just embrace the peace

that solitude brings.

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